Being alone

I dont ever miss them until I speak with them and my heart breaks all over at the reatlisation that we're living two totally different lives. Their lives revolve around each other, but mine sort of revolves around it's own axis, completely separate. And it's heartbreaking. It's almost a burden to keep in touch with me, with internet issues, the time difference and busy schedules. I cant help wondering if they ever think of me.

I am done moping.