crocodiles and alligators

ARGH

i am so freaking obsessed with croc i cant stand it. i seriously cant. the entire day i have been thinking bout how i wont see crocodile for the entire week. well i guess i'll see croc on thursday. but thats like a whole 4 days away. i hope they dont disappear tomorrow. then it'll be just 3 days of not seeing croc. which isnt so bad is it. and i hate the way i am around croc. like i pretend not to notice and all. Avoiding croc really. Especially when i all i really wanna do is talk. or say hi. or something. you know? and i can tell, crocs been all cold too. but i guess i just always walk by, what can croc do?

haha this entry is so obvious and messed up. but its all i can think about.

OBSESSED

i havent even been stressing out about 2.4. of course i get a little heart jolt thing when i think about running, but i get an even bigger ache thinking bout the other thing. this is so embarrassing.

i kinda wish he'll read this, and know that i dont dislike him or anything. its just that when i kinda like someone, i get all weird and aloof and what not. its just like that. not used to it i guess. i mean i dont want much. just to get to know him. and i know i am screwing it all up being the way i am.

what to do? sangee will be sangee. she will. damn it