tamil

GUESS WHAT

tomorrow is the day

uhhuh

THE DAY

what day you ask?

THE DAY TAMIL AND I SAY OUR GOODBYES

YES

haha i am really happy. beyond happy. i know i shldnt be. i should be thinking about if i am ready for the exam and if i can get a B4 atleast and stuff. but i really am not. i dont care. well i care that i pass. but that shldnt be that difficult right? and i didnt spend most of the day on tamil, which i hope helps. enough to pass.

deliriousity overwhelms

it does

4 more days to the o'levels

i have no idea how i feel about the O's being a mere 4 days away. it cant be a good thing. but of course it also means that there are only 3 more weeks for it all to come to an end. which is definitely a good thing. exams take too much effort and i am just too darn lazy.

ohoh and one tree hill and india await me!

haha who wld think i could be so darn excited to go to india. but i am. i haven been there in like 4 years. and for once we're not just gonna visit the extended family, but we're gonna check india out for real, like tourists. its gonna be good, i can feel it. minus getting felt up by the extremely horny guys. haha . i cant talk enough about them.

well i shall bugg off and get ready for tuition.

(:

haha here goes. i was gonna load them all and talk about them all on the post. but who knew i was such a loser with blogger. i mean i only haven't used it for a year

and now i'm all stupid. oh well here goes.

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http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2100605678&idx=0

random mutterings

damn, 2 weeks to the O's and get myself all sick. i should have known better, but i mean if you hang out at king albert you have to get drinks at the least what. so i just kept drinking my iced lemon tea and now i'm all sick. and the stupid haze. BAD TIMING SUMATRA. or wherever it is the haze is coming from. i mean the hot people from the australian national swimming team couldnt swim cause of the haze lah. i mean thats just plain evil. i'm rambling

yesterday my day at kap was very uneventful unlike the day before. haha. damn i mean we all know barker guys are messed up. but that day the level of messed up was dragged up dramatically. HAHA. i would never dare do that. but of course i am a boring germified weirdo.

well i was just studying the chapter on germany, and i would like to say that i feel that that hitler was way more messed up than any of the barker guys. i mean really, a church to preach youre twisted ideas? i mean that happens all the time, what with all the cults, but on a political level? and talk about racism. it wasnt racism per se, more of a twisted feeling of prejudice towards anything different. conservationalism to the max. TO THE MAX. he must have been so bullied and deprived as a child growing up. to want so much power and superiority. man

well i shld get back to hitler. but he does make history that much more interesting. i cant imagine studying a subject that revolved around mao and gorbachev and what not. that just a teeny weeny bit too boring. although i do love gorby! haha i wld buy the shirt.

OH OH jialin is going to hungary during the holidays, she can go get me all this paraphernalia! haha.

okay i'm all wonky.

best get fuzzy comic on lifestyle today
Doctor: Well, firstly, Mr. Wilco, i have to tell you that satchel is grossly overweight for an adult cat
Wilco: He's not a cat, he's a DOG
Doctor: He is? Hold on, let me check my book
Satchel: Whew! for a minute there, i was thinkin' MEE YOW
Doctor: Ok... Well, he's still overweight. Just less dramatically
Satchel: YAY
Bucky Katt: what is that, the idiots guide to the bloody obvious?
Wilco: Quiet, you.

HAHAHA

HEYHEYHEY

haha i have no idea why i am so happy, i just am. its just one of those moments where you forget about the O'levels, about how much out loser you are and just be dellusional about the state of your life. its a good moment to be at. i'm loving it. okay well now its gone.

just came home from KAP a little while back. i was thinking, that shld i ever go there asking for a job and they turn be down? its almost sue-able. cause i have spent so much money there they have to help me out in my time of need. its like some sort of responsibility they have towards me. i mean i went there on tuesday wednesday friday and today. and i am going back tomorrow and every other day of the week.

oh talking about saturday, which was yesterday, we went JC openhouse hopping. it was deeply depressing. i cant get in anywhere, only like CJC, and thats AFTER bonus points. so i think i have to head over to Pioneer for the first 3 months. its near my house, so its just convenient. meijin gina and claire said they'll consider. but we're all gonna put ACJC down as our first choice. i REALLY wanna go there. i just realised how much i really wanted to go there after the open house. its my school lah. what to do? i wont fit in anywhere else. i'm just so sure. maybe i just want it to be that way. maybe pioneer wld be my perfect school. i just sort of dont want it to be.

i think its really difficult being an indian in singapore. i mean i try not to think about it. you know, the fact that i'm indian, and different. but its just such a big part of me. its okay to be an indian if you hung out with indian people all the time. but i dont do that either. so i'm like sorta stuck in the middle. i'm like not indian enough, and i'm not non-indian enough either. its this sort of balance that i have achieved, which i personally, am fine with. its just the way people might react to it that bothers me.

oh dang. i even end up blogging bout my indianistic conflicts. it buggs me.

i guess i'll just have to work really hard and get 9 points. PLEASE let me get 9 points.

and i have realised i am a really random person. from KAP to JC to INDIANISM?

hahaha. i make me laugh

JASVIR

man its like my first post in the longest time. and it feels awkward. like i am talking to someone who isnt exactly there. i dont remember it feeling quite so weird previously. heck my uncomfortability(is this even a word?) this post is suppose to be for one very important person. ..

JASVIR!!

haha yeah. thats a bad picture of me. but i dont care! cause its all about JASVIR TODAY!! she is one of my favouritest indians around alright?? DONT MESS. She's really funny and she's the bomb when it comes to bhangra! and she talks REALLY fast. and i love her. cause of all of the above. well she's 16, man kids grow up so fast. not that i am any older, but i mean 16 is such a profound age. its like the year that you can watch nc-16 movies and not like have to sneak in. and its the year that you do your o'levels, well for alot of us anyway. its a very significant year. and i wanna congragulate JASVIR on reaching this wonderful age. not that it takes much to grow a year older, but it does take alot to reach this age and also be sane. which jasvir is, most of the time anyways. well i love you jasvir. TAKE CARE and study really hard. and maybe we'll see each other in the future and still like each other! yeah? okay. GREAT. HAPPY BIRTHDAY again!

love, SANGEE